C for Chloe
As I grow, I learn
I learn the things I need to know
And I come to learn how much more
I don't know that I need to learn





Oh man. I have so many expiry posts in my draft but what's the point of publishing them now.

Hmmm, I have been busy with commitments, revision and celebrating August babies birthday and most of my friends now are officially nineteen. That's really really fast!

Projects are over and now exams are coming, soon. And before you know it, VACATION.

I think I'm suffering from rehearsals syndrome.
It's like all of a sudden, I do not have to rush and be in F1 pickstock today, no dance training, not in costume, I do not have to interact with crowds, no folding of balloons and all. This is crazy.
It feels so weird when I used to do all these and now that I don't have to.

I hope nolstagia don't come knocking at me.
Back to my notes :(

Studying has always been like a battlefield. No?

Everyday, I get up wishing I can sleep a little longer. I am damn tired every single day of the week. I've tried to shift my schedule a different way round and plan my bed time earlier but it isn't exactly helping.

1. Today's my first visit to the school's kitchen :O
2. I need a new read!
3. Wishing that Borders is just next to my school.
4. Doing fine at school and photo taking session was rather okay.
5. This week, I encountered with weird, I mean weird strangers on my way home.
6. I still can't figure out why I couldn't add photos here!
7. I seriously NEED to tidy my study table. Atrocious, I tell you.
8. I might spray a little fragrance onto my stinking pom poms.
9. Absolute Boyfriend is really really nice and hilarious, I teared a lot at the last episode and I MUST watch the special edition!
10. I type this in order to make the list look complete with no 10.

Apart from the weekdays, so far the weekends have been good to me .

I had a good time today and laughing at the stupidest things in a wild and uncontrolled way, everything today was cranky that got the weariness out of me. Really had a good time but it happens to pass very fast.

We were all soaked in the rain on saturday, I like the smell of the rain , really.
Watched fireworks fly beautifully in the sky and gone in a second. Took the national pledge for the very first time under the rain.
Everything was so beautiful at that instant, I swear it's inexplicable.

I wished everything would slow down... to a stop.
I know it's not going to happen. It's impossible to do things at your own pace. It's even more impossible to stop dreaming.





Tomorrow is monday again. I repeated this for many many times and the people around me got so annoyed.




P.S. I heard Peach as Bitch

Okay, so this is my first entry of a new month, not very cool though knowing that I have school starting in eight hours time.
Isn't very cool, yes? Hmmm, just want to be bed early so I might have a higher chance to be school on time. Hopefully.

I keep insisting to my friend it's youth day tomorrow so there's no school and in the end I'm still Lying. To. Myself.
I wanted to upload a picture but don't know why couldn't.

I wannaaaa have e-learning so I can stay at home and.... sleep. So envy of my sis, no school for one week just to have e-learning.
Can't we possibly have that too.

:O

So, I'm finally seated down to update this space.

And after many many days I have come to a decision. I know what I want. What I really really want. But if you know what you want, how long can you wait. You know I've been thinking a whole lot lately about what's been and what awaits me.

I have a lot to catch up with my loved ones, drama series, homework which is none other than studying for tests and I've been practicing my dance steps every now and then inside my head. It's really hard work yknow but with every effort it will definitely produce profit.
I got drained out and fell asleep a little during the sermon. Hush hush kay.

Saturday: only some of us received costume and everyone of us collected our NDP goodie bag and next week will be pack with audience which means our dance steps got to be perfect ten and also I will be getting my costumeeee.

Wasn't really the best week and isn't the worst than the previous but it was still good.

Sunday after service went over to meet them for picnic and excursion trip to MB. At night twirl at junction 8, took a bus and see ourselves heading to nowhere even hailing for a cab was difficult and by the time we reach hmmm, icekimo was so tired and we can hardly find seats. After all I still prefer IC. I don't know what's with the shortform but all in all we had a good time.

Monday was awesomely thrilling. We toured almost every attractions at sentosa, signed up for the package for our tourist from Tiwan. Roam from the merlion place, to images of singapore to sky tower to 4D magix and followed by underwater world and dolphin lagoon.

Sounds fun but very tiring, mind you. Hopefully this project wil be paid off cause we spend quite a lot on this stupid tour but nevertheless it was a good experience, really. Damn, a lot of people on monday maybe it's June hoildays that explains why huh.

Sorry if i squeezed too much words/sentences together because now I'm so tired. Apoligise for misteakes. Oky, bye now.



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